"You were not there when I
needed you the most, she replied." You left me amidst those strangers, who
thought I was invisible with some way of supernatural power. There was no one,
I could think of that time other than you.
How could you let this happen?
'You left me to worry? ', how could you? You were the one, with whom I could
tear my heart out. You were my soulmate, my companion who promised me to stay
by my side, till death kept us apart.
One day, when the rain was pouring,
you were so excited that you gave me a love headache. You were so engrossed to
learn how I felt about the rain, love and happiness. You were so stubborn&
you didn't even let me enjoy the rain. So, that's why, I told you everything,
things I felt, every breath of excitement I ever longed. Even though you kept
listening, kept smiling at the silly things I wished. You promised to stay
beside to accompany those little adventures.
The day after I filled you with
my wishes, I felt so happy. I said to myself, 'Yay! What a relief! Uff ' But I
never realized, nothing is certain... You left me, were
lost...leaving behind loads of sadness within me. I was pissed off, sad &
frustrated, I needed a warm hug, I wanted to lie down next to you, and feel the
warmth of your touch. How foolish was I to rely on you? How stupid of me to
share my feelings with you?
As the day passed, little by
little, the pain kept diminishing. I was no longer disturbed by your loss. It
seemed my heart was on a not-so-wtf mood. Even though subconsciously I dreamt
about finding your whereabouts and me dancing in joy but those eventually ended
up with my mom's loud wake-up alarm.
Four straight nights, every time I closed
my eyes, you appeared in front of me. You were so eager to see how I survived without
you. How were my days? Did I make new friends? Did I care for myself?
One Sunday morning, I was taken
aback with your sudden sight. You were lying underneath the glittery scrapbook.
You kept pushing over but all in vain. It was because of my friend's love. Yes,
the slambook had my friends who dearly loved me. Their love weighted so much
more than I ever thought.
As I lift you, you felt warmth by
the touch of my hand. You, however, kept quiet but frowned at me for my stupid
thoughts that came across in your absence. You tried to warn me to stay away
from you, to not to touch you again. So, I did what you wanted.
Hours later, maybe your anger was
cooled down, so instead of calling me, you tricked my mom. Beta, Please come to
me soon. I have to give you something that belongs to you, precious & next
to your heart.
Hey! Beta, take your 'Diary' that
was lost.
It was my love, my diary. The blue colour,
heart illustrated on both sides. The pages inside were filled with my wishes
and love desires.
I embraced & I kissed it!
My love! My soulmate! My best
friend!